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Monday, October 12, 2009
BET YOU DIDN'T SEE THIS COMING~

omg, you won't believe it.
i'm like re-writing this post over and over again.
it's like i have so much to say,
but i just can't put it to words.
you know me, i've never been good with words.
never been great at expressing how i really feel.
so when i told you guys that night that you guys are really the best friends i've ever had.
i just want you to know that i really mean it, every word.
can't believe our time together is over.
to tell you the truth, i didn't expect it to come so soon.
when i'm with you guys, every moment together,
felt like forever, but, i still felt as if our time was limited.
you get what i mean? ha aha, i can't even explain myself.

Izyan/cheebeng,
heheh, for your sake, i'll blog in malay okay :P
ha aha, sorry ah beng, but till now, aku still tkleh berbual english ngn kau. melayu jgk yg best :D k. beng, thnks fr all the times kau bastard aku. all the times kau entertain aku ngn kau nye cerita-cerita seme. and thnks fr jst being yrself ah. funny/entertaining mostly :P hehehe, tpi srsly ah. aku tkleh imagine secondary school life without kau. confirm boring nye. thnks fr being akunye kwn setie fr four years now! i will miss everything about you~ kaunye 'nk mati nk mati, ely bunoh aku pls!' to kaunye more emotional side. don't worry okay, everything mesti okay nye in the end. OH, and good luck ngn *ahem. semoga kekal :) and hey, just fr the record, eventhough it seems like aku selalu bastard kau ngn dia, tpi aku srsly happy fr kau k. be happy :) and lastly, work hard fr 'o's okay! kite kn UNDERDOGS, hehehe, let's maju and not mundur anymre k :D

Mai/cheetoot,
i know our friendship has had it's up and downs. but hey, no friendship is perfect. ha aha, eventhough we don't talk much (we don't right? ha aha, dk -.-), i think we're still okay? idk why, bt i thnk it's your bitchings that held up our friendship! heheh, joking lah! bt no, really. am really gna miss your bitchings, and when you bully me -.- gna miss the mature you! no one else more mature thn you i thnk. scary smtimes.. bt, hey, thts why you're my friend, no? ha aha, will miss the times when you bug me to study. eventhough zaf more scary, you also fierce. and, eventhough i get so irritated when you strt about DBSK and hero and all, i hve to admit tht i'll miss that too. thnk you mai, fr being my most concerned friend, fr cmfrting me when i'm down, fr forcing me to study -.- heheh, all the best fr your 'o's. cos i know yr working yr butt off, so hpe you achieve wht you want k :)

Fqh/cheehong,
afiqahyuuuuuuu! where do i strt~! gna miss you so bad! yr high-pitched voice, yr selekehness (ha aha, smtimes even more thn me), yr laughter, yr lame jokes (at least you thnk they're jokes :P). hehehe, so many more~ thnk you fqh fr always being there fr me. fr always helping me, always lending me a listening ear whn i feel down. thnk you so much. i really couldn't ask fr more :) let's work hard together k. YISHUN JC? set ah! ha aha, fr a better future yeah? at least if we end up in the same jc, can see yr face fr another 2 years kn?! hehehe. i'll miss crapping with you, pretending like we heard each other when we didn't hear a thing. heheh, pat mat btul :P i'll miss you so much! OH, NT TO FRGT. you're the only person who is more babi thn me, and i thnk i mature-er thn you! :P

Pure/cheebong,
MOOONEY, heheh. pure ah. thnks fr always physically abusing me! yr the best man, a pro at it -.- ha aha, no lah. pure, gossip queen! i'd be so outdated without you! thnks fr always entertaining me with the latest frm, like, everywhere. heheh, without you kn, i thnk i'd be like a katak bawah tempurung yknw. heheh, oh! and i'll miss talking about guys with you, eventhough you hate my zac :( heheh, nvm, there's still tht guy frm tht chit chat of beautiful ladies show! heheh, thnks fr always entertaining me during melayu. without you, melayu boring~! really. heheh, and you and fizah make a good tag team at bullying me eh :P won't ever frgt you guys tau :) don't forget me k! cos i won't forget you.

there, tried my best at explaining myself -.-
i love you guys so much! you'd never hear tht frm me live,
bt hey, ths is good enough :D
i'm nt over graduation yet, and it's killing me!
ths overwhelming feeling of sadness.
still makes me cry every night.
cos, i know tht i'd be leaving behind you guys.
bt maybe, i'll get over ths soon.
strt to realise, tht ths isn't goodbye.
i miss you, i love you.

- cheebye/ely